Thursday, October 25, 2007

I will pray to Jesus for SOMEONE dear to me who needs HIS help

I like to pray to Jesus Crucified. Poor Man, all that suffering hanging by his hands and feet nailed to the Cross. And after the savage Flagellation, the Crowning with Thorns amid the humiliation and abuse, drained of all strength under the burden of the wooden cross and the constant beatings, abandoned by everybody, except his Holy Mother Mary. A nagging thought comes to my mind, if I were to be present at the time of His Passion, to which group of onlookers would I have belonged. Probably to those who felt a little pity but couldn't care less or do anything. I imagine all the noise and shouting, like a carnival with Him as the main actor, being pushed along and buffetted by the waves of the surging throng, helpless under the gaze and stares of all around him. He leaves a trail of blood behind him and yet nobody shows any mercy. The crowds are thirsty for his blood - - and yet God the Father Almighty permits His Only Son to suffer all this owing to His Love for us.



As I pray, I look at Jesus and He looks into my eyes. I recite the Our Father, the prayer that He Himself has taught us and speak to Him in my mind and heart and beseech Him to "please heal her dear Jesus". "She is still so young to have this kind of affliction". "It is going to ruin her life, morally and physically" . "Please change it to something else, something less harmful". Please Jesus, she loves you too, I know and You know more than I.


I like to imagine Jesus in a more quiet mood yet very sad as well. Sitting at the Last Supper as He is saying goodbye to His friends for the last time. He is heartbroken and He leaves them the Holy Eucharist - ' for this is My Body and this is My Blood' - in remembrance of Him. There are tears in their eyes for it is the final farewell. Jesus is heartbroken because He knows that one of His friends is going to betray him and he is well aware of the harsh torments that await Him at the hands of those who hate Him most. Please Jesus, grant or how I wish that if I were living in Your time I would have been one of your followers. Help me to be one of them now.

Our Father, thou art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name,

Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.



Give us today our daily bread, forgive us our trespasses,

As we forgive those that trespass against us,

Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

Final note: I do not know why I am writing this on the Internet.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

When I Pray to GOD

I am talking to Him sitting on his throne perched one or two steps above me. He wears white robes and his elbows rest on the arms of the chair. His hands are clasped in front. His kindly eyes are fixed on my face and He listens. My first thoughts concern my sins that I have committed recently (mortal sins if any) and I beg His forgiveness and explain that I did not want to hurt Him but that it was all owing to my feeble human nature. An excuse perhaps, but during Holy Mass we pray "Do not look upon our sins, but consider favourably the Faith that we have in Thee" or something to that effect. However I do fervently promise Him that I will do my very best not to repeat them again. I imagine Him nodding consent and giving me a faint smile. Optimistic attitude on my part, I know but Faith in his Mercy and Goodness should render us optimistic and give us Hope for his forgiveness.



I then praise the Lord for his Greatness and Omnipotence and thank Him for creating the wonders of the Universe and above all for creating me thus giving me the chance to live a good life on this earth so that I might eventually go to Him in his Eternal Kingdom. I thank him also for sending His Son Jesus Christ to us on earth to teach us and to show us the Way to eternal Life. For showing us His Love for us by sacrificing his Only Son to die on the Cross to atone for all the sins of the world and for our Salvation. Finally I recite the Our Father, the Prayer that Jesus Himself taught us how to recite: -



Our Father, Thou art in Heaven, Hallowed by Thy Name, Thy Kingdom come,

Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven;



Give us today our daily Bread, forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive

those that trespass against us, lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.



This is a wonderful Prayer and I recite it whenever I remember to do so, even though I am not in the praying mode. I may be passing along the street and a sad face of a man or a girl strikes me and I think to myself - "poor thing, please God help her" and for a second or two I lift my thoughts to God. I remember some instances when I prayed for someone without his knowing for something that I knew that he/she needed and days or weeks later I observed that my prayer had been granted. Presumptuosness on my part to even dare to think so. Perhaps, but I feel good when I pray for someone else.